worked out~

Finallllly!!!!!!!!!!! After almost 3 months of idling, i head to the gym this morning. it was raining real lightly, but the promised i made with myself have to be fulfilled somehow. very determined. was a good work out, 25 minutes on the cardio machine and other 30 minutes resistance training. It was hard to get the momentum going. right now, (3 hours later) my whole body is aching. very very tired. I thought after working out, my body should release serotonin which helps lift my mood and gives me more energy. But honestly, i just woke up from my 2 hours nap!!! can u believe it?? haha
I felt that way before when i started going to the gym in April. but there after, i was alright. :)

I am going to start my design project research. I think it is going to be fun. Today's weather is so gloomy, very very depressing.
Can't wait for tomorrow to come!!! Its Friday and Korkor is coming in from LA~~

focuss!!

I missed sewing lesson last week. because i had to rush for a project due last Friday, and today, i don't know what to expect for class. I can't wait for this semester to be over, because i can't "tahan" this sewing teacher. She's a Japanese O-BA San! very irritating old bitch. seriously. I wish she gets fired by the end of this semester. She's new, doesn't have teaching experience and really quite bAD at what she is employed to do. this is me just trashing her! argh!!

The Four Agreements:

1) Be impeccable with your word.
2) Don't take anything personally.
3) Never make assumptions.
4) Always do your best!!!

Do not be concerned about the future. Keep your attention on today, and stay in the present moment. Just live one day at a time. Always do your best to keep these agreements.

I want to improve my emotional health, take away all the negative evils in my mind. Jealousy, anger and fear. I want to improve my physical health. Down with slight cold. but been drinking lots of cold season tea and Vitamin C water. should be fine in few more hours. I want to start my gym routine. I will go tomorrow morning! this is a promise i make with myself. :)

An aesthetic experience out of this world...

I went to watch an Indian theatre production last night with Linda. Nine Hills One Valley, at Zellerbach Hall over at UC Berkeley. It was something i've never seen before. Even for film/theatre major Linda, she hasn't seen anything like that till last night. It was about how traditions in India are gradually losing its roots due to violence and unstable social situations. I was overwhelmed by the Mothers crying and how they pour their emotions out to the audience. It was amazing how it captured my mood too. They didn't have microphones, so they had to project their voices out towards us. and even though we sat at the back, we could feel that strong and agonizing pain felt by them. it was really an eye opener for me. I truly enjoyed it and i want to start exploring these shows that are showing around here. There are really alot to see!!!!!!!!! i can't believed i've been living in my own hermit world without realising international production are brought so close to me. I just have to tap on it!

I've scanned the "ABOUT" from the program written by the director of this projection. :) enjoy~!


I was being lazy, put 2 of my nice clothes into the dryer!!! and it shrank!! :( quite a bit, now it looks funny wearing it. it looks okay, but it is shorter now. Usually i'll just take it out from the washer and air dry it in my room, i guess i wasn't thinking yesterday when i was doing my laundry. now i know. ONLY DRY MY PANITES AND HOME CLOTHES IN THE MACHINE!!!!!!!!!! :P

its getting colder in SF. my hands are and feet are freezing this moment. burrrr..r....

lalalallaa

I am so tired. taking a short break. watching bleach episode 91. The part where Ichigo confronting Bountos. :P
Finished 5 croquis(fashion quick sketch). have another 5 more to render. The very 1st semester, i needed 1 hour to render 1 sketch. Now, maybe 30 mins or so. Guess it is letting my mind free. Allowing my creativity do whatever it wants, instead of restricting it and guiding it to a specific outcome. Learning to let go is really important in art. Don't hope too much for the result, have to enjoy the process. That is when creative juices really flow. Presentation tomorrow. I think tonight i can sleep. Coz i skipped class yesterday just to finish alot. haha also korkor was in town, so it was great to have him around. :P
back to bleach....